We should edit you to this:
1. Stop being a little bitch.
2. Work hard at #1.
3. Not suck.
Too subjective. How do you know if you've succeeded?
Draw a line in the sand. This wishy-washy shit is what little bitches do.
Oh, I'll know when I'm not a little bitch. You won't be seeing long tearful rants about how I suck in my range diary anymore. It will be more like,
"Dear diary, today I was awesome and there was no pressure. I shot all A's and close C's. It was the best day ever."
First step in this goal is two matches in a row with no penalties or D's. Lofty goals, to be sure. Further, I want to be more in control like Stubb at matches.
Major goals will be to go to USPSA Prod Nationals and IPSC Nationals and not make a fool of myself.
I can sense you want numbers. Fine.
Clean Dot drill at 5 yds
Beat Stubb in a match
That's as close to numbers as I can get.